Just a few weeks left in this clinical. As part of the requirements, all of us are required to give an in-service to the faculty/staff at the facilities we are working at. My presentation is supposed to be about 45 minutes on the topic of fibromyalgia and the implications for Physical Therapy. . . . Doesn’t it sound riveting?
Here Spencer poses on a warm Sunday afternoon watering my soon-to-be 7 foot sunflowers. Grown from seed, too.
Life has been crazy since my last entry. My birthday was the 18th of May, Ashley’s the 29th, and Spencer’s the 4th of June. Lots of presents and lots of cake. It was fun, but it’s nice to finally be off the withdrawal effects of sugar.
Spencer was really excited about me opening my presents. He himself picked out the hat on my head and the remote control truck in one of the boxes. I'm pretty sure he had himself in mind when he picked that one out.
A few months ago, I mentioned how Jeff and Katie went to Mexico for a service learning opportunity. While eating my Lucky Charms a few weeks ago, it occurred to me that I really didn’t give them or their trip justice. To make some sort of amends, I asked Jeff to write about his experiences in Mexico. If I am not mistaken, the following entry is the reflection he shared with the school during their presentation about their trip. Thanks Jeff.
This trip means many things to different people. Even with our presentation today, the growth and connections we have made pales in comparison to anything we can tell you – or show you. However, I think we have shown you a little of why we went, whom we met and how we changed and, perhaps, how we want to continue changing.
Good ole' Jeff
I think a lot of us have heard that the destination in a journey isn’t as important as the journey itself. This is because the questions we ask ourselves in an attempt to understand why we are on it, whom we will take and meet, and how we will travel it defines the experience and, on a personal level, defines who we are. So let’s start asking these questions:
Why? Why Mexico and why Nueva Rosita- what did we hope to achieve?
To bridge the gap between cultural communities.
Continue a long standing relationship with the people of Nueva Rosita.
To become more actively involved as people within a global community.
These reasons represent a long standing relationship that we have become part of through our involvement with this program. It also emphasizes that the act of developing social awareness and immersing ourselves in service is just one component of why this trip was so powerful . The other, I have come to believe, is that the reason we decided to go on this trip wasn’t to just provide a service and to create bonds – it was to expose and embrace common bonds. Through this we were enabled to pursue different, deeper aspects of relationships and come to understand the true nature of what a global family is. This trip to Mexico is about creating relationships and jointly working towards empowering one another and planting the seeds that drive change.
That’s what I think at least – but as I told all of you, that to truly understand what this trip means is to ask a much deeper question from each of us. It’s not the trip that means so much – it’s the people we met and connected with. So, what do the people of Nueva Rosita mean to us?
One of the most outstanding experiences I had in Mexico was the morning we left. I might stretch the truth to say that none of us could have ever thought that we could have ever developed a deep relationship with anyone in Nueva Rosita in a week’s time – especially considering some of student’s limited Spanish speaking skills – myself included. However, what I saw and felt shocked me.
We met that morning at the Chapel. The sun had just barely risen over the horizon and there was a cool breeze. I had been awake since 3am in part because I was anxious and in part because all of the roosters in the ejido seemed to congregate outside of my window and I shared a room with two very boisterous sleepers. Perhaps it was because I was delirious from lack of sleep, but my mind was sharp and dulled at the same time. I was intensely focused, but every-time I tried to grab at a thought or feeling it seemed to escape me. As we sat there waiting for the pharmacy students to arrive, each of us stood next to our respective family – and while we stood there I couldn’t tell if we stood close for protection against the cold or because we were seeking a deeper comfort. When someone spoke, it was discrete and muffled, almost secretive. Some part of me thought that the somber mood was appropriate because it reflected our pending departure. In each of us, the quiet magnified the raging thoughts and feelings that dominated our minds and hearts. I saw it in the down-cast eyes and the shuffling feet – a nervous energy grounded in an unwillingness to accept what we couldn’t. When it came time to leave, we did so with heavy hearts. We dwindled into the vans and left – faces were plastered to the windows and with tears in their eyes. If there was any experience that shattered my own expectations for this trip – that was it. I was left – lost and overwhelmed.
I have participated in immersion programs in the past because I wanted to be part of something good, something greater than myself. What I have consistently battled with is a fear that there is possibility that what I do would make no difference or that the differences I do make are inconsequential. So, I think – in the end – I needed a tangible experience to establish my individual role in a global community and to find an answer as to how I can continue my service personally while finding a deeper connection with those I serve. I found it on this trip – and a lot more.
I think that the ‘why’s we ask ourselves’ are grounded in attempt to qualify our choices – to give them meaning. For me, the ‘why’ was because I wanted to be a leader and I wanted to be able to set a standard. I wanted to promote social justice and live my life in dedication to others. I wanted to be able to live in accordance with my own values. These are still my own goals and I think they were emphasized during this trip. However, I can’t help to go back to the day of our departure – and I came to recognize that it wasn’t my goals that were important – my own ‘why’s’ weren’t important. If this trip was about ‘bridging the gap’ of culture, stereotype and established beliefs – this couldn’t have been done without stepping outside of myself and perceiving the world through someone else’s eyes and dreams, opening myself to someone else’s life. This is what this trip has offered me, all of us – perspective.
I have read that those we serve and those we serve with change us – and by enacting change in the lives of others we can find the potential to change ourselves. I think this is true, but I would add that the act of changing others requires a foundational connection. Why we decided to go on this trip, the goals and expectations we set, our experiences were all based on a connection to an ejido that has been a part of this community for many years. Through our participation in this journey we haven’t just continued a tradition we have become a part of THEIR community as well. Through it all, I think the best way we can share our experiences, to express ‘why’ this trip was so important, and what it all means is to understand our pursuit of deep, thoughtful relationships that stand the test of cultural differences, distance, language, and stereotype – in other words, to understand why it was so important to us, is to understand our own perspective of what a family and interconnection is; and one of the greatest lessons I have learned, is that there are others out there who will embrace us with open arms – as a family.
As my final thought: In an effort to continue this journey in our lives – we will continue to question, we will continue to challenge ourselves and we will push others to do the same, while never forgetting our family in Mexico and recognizing our role as members of a greater global community.
Here’s a blurb from Katie and her experiences in Mexico:
“Every year Regis spends Spring Break sending a few students to Mexico for a service learning immersion trip. I have been lucky and have been able to go 2 years in a row. The group is usually a mix of Physical Therapy, Nursing, Pharmacy, and undergraduate students that work on a long time project of the small ranching community’s Community Center and making home visits to families in the community trying to address any appropriate medical needs. As health care students we put on Health fairs for the kids and adults in the community and visit health care facilities in the larger nearby city. As a first year I loved getting to know a few 2nd year students, seeing what they knew that I had yet to learn. As a 2nd year student, home care visits were clinical opportunities to evaluate and treat patients with faculty members giving one on one feedback. I loved that in Mexico I was able to get to know my classmates and professors in a different way and on a more personal level. My lack of Spanish vocabulary was a huge anxiety factor for me…I was anxious going, but I learned early in the trip and more the 2nd year around that you can communicate quite a bit with body language, a pocket dictionary, and a pathetic attempt at pronunciation. I found my Spanish skills only got me to the level of a three year old. I loved the people in Mexico so much. I learned to try new things, and laugh at my progress. I came to love the family I lived with. I felt so connected even in a strange place and was able to grow professionally, socially, emotionally and spiritually. My experiences in Mexico were some of my favorite moments at Regis.”
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